Daily Archives: October 11, 2005

Diary blog: two good days

two days of good energy. today i was out of the house by 10:30 am. i went to the chiropractor, acupuncturist and therapist, then to whole foods to get groceries. half way through shopping, my legs got very weak and heavy. it was hard to finish shopping. i made it home and rested, watched a film, (y tu mama tambien), meditated, then cooked dinner. i don’t mind this illness except when i am so tired i can’t even sit up. too many of those days lately. there is much i have to do this week and the beginning of next. i hope i have the strength. tomorrow my son needs out patient surgery and will be home for a week. i have a massage scheduled for tomorrow afternoon, and lupe’s hours have been increased to help us get through this. up until now, lupe’s hours have been paid for by an agency working with my son. but those funds run out by the middle of december i have to find a way to keep her on. the acupuncture and massage are not covered by my health insurance, but are covered by the car accident. even after the effects of the accident have healed, i’ll still need these modalities. by then I hope to be strong enough to work part time. i hope to find work i can do without compounding this illness, work that this illness won’t interrupt.